Crashed in Crashed and Burned!


Monday, April 30, 2007 ,8:50 PM

siann sia.. haha jus blog for fun fun,... so tire..today went to fetch dear haha.. she look so different with her new bag. she look so skinny!!!and i tink she look more natural with pimples HAHA.. wateva it is she's still cute haha..

got back geog paper today.. whoo and guesse wat.. i pass,... and top my class with another classmate haha..36 LEII haha.. first time sia haha.. i will be improving man.. top national ma rite dear.. gonna do it for u me and my parents haha.. gonna make them proud!!after sch pon afternoon programme..didnt felt like going so pei dear to eat.spent all y 2 daes allowance todae.dunno tmr how sia..

crap so much at food court with her haha. after that atiqah came..den went to mac cos no hala food haha.. den she ate mac.. after tt she said alot of ppl were look at me and dear.. WATS WRONG SIA..are they jealous or wat.. look look like i did something wrong like tt.. stupid arses..haha.. den saw christain and ling ling ahaha..after awhile went home

pei dear to busstop and send her home... DEAR I WAN BAO BAO... haha..couldnt send her home cos of her dad=( nvm den she called me not long after that..went home.. tok bout some stuffs.. quite meaningful time spent.. waiting for ur call k dear.. hhope u can study tmr den we can study together k muack bie!!!

entwined within the sadder of days
Thursday, April 26, 2007 ,8:19 PM

Finally i can blog le haha..today had my geog exam and finally can rest like for 1 day and continue to study tmr haha.. A1s here i come man..ok let see.. lets talk back from monday


Monday 23.4.07
didnt realli remember wat happen on that day haha.. old liao forget.. but i did remember one thing is that i did a card for dear until 12 plus in the night and the next day i was so sleepy in sch ahah.. felling asleep throughout man haha..

Tuesday 24.4.07
happy third month bie haha.. after so long its our third month le.. and it will go for a long way man.. still gotta catch our own rated A76 movie rite haha..after all this months i fallen deeply deeply for you girl.. i found out that i can't live without you animore girl..you are the onli one for me k ahaha.. i'm nvr ever gonna let you go again and you will always be lock in my heart.. hah..jus love you girl k.. although we had all those quarrel.. but it brought us closer yeah bie haha..you are now jus like my wife lo haha.. how dear.. without you i realli dunno how haha. jus love you LAH haha....had sch today like normal..after that went out to down town mac to study with atiqah and dear and val jie and vanessa and val friend.. wat a meaningful thrid month spent studying haha.. stupid exam falls on this day nnb __|__ haha...aiyo den like tt onli lo haha..hope you like the piggy card dear haha I LOVE YOU


Wednesday 25.4.07

had eng exam today..wa kkillerrr man.. like can do also.. all so chim.. and i'm so tired like falling asleep haha.. all my eng exam also like tt one standard.. sure slp haha..after that went home early..after that met up with dear first.. tell she is so hot in that shirt man haha..wat to do my dear ma. hah dun jealous la haha..den went to airport.. met up with atiqah.. haha..den went to study.. co crappy sia haha so mani couples there one haha.. still got one go behind hiding a block of wall.. dunno doing wat.. maybe having SEX haha..and dear saww something which i forget to delete...sorry bie i forgotten to delete k haha.. forget ma realli k not i/m still tinking of it k dear.. dun worry onli faithful to you de hor haha.sorry baby.. haha.. went to mac.ate for dinner.. saw wong stupid ex manager.. harrasing my body as usual haha..OH YA and airport got so mani gay and lesbiannss haha..SICK SIA haha..sent dear home haha..and finally we took picture after so long haha..cos i look like shit last time.. now quite ok lo..but still ugly haha.
















26.4.07
Today had geog test.. i studied like hell for it man...hope can do well for it.. todae went to ws to eat with dear and atiqah..wasnt in a very good mood.. thinking of something..but that something is nearly impossible..wateva haha.. lok at dear eat didnt eat cos no MONEY!!stupid i'm broke.. nd my sakura job.. that stupid guy didnt call me at all f***...haha send her home.. spent like half an hour pei her tok lo den onli we can hav our own time together haha..oh ya the couple tt got caught at street 21 haha.. dunno is who sia.. can't be me ba.. i was wearing home clothes on tt day lo haha.and i wun do anyting so stupid in public de lo.. and dunno why that guy so kay po.. like tt aso wan to see mybe he no wife tts why hhaha..sian,...later can tok to deaR again on the pone YAY!!!! haha i love toking to her on the pone.. haha..ok go liao damm tire haha.. love you dear.. muackss.. waiting for your call k

She is smiling like heaven is down on earth
The sun is shining so bright on her
And all her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping
This happiness is killing her

It's true, she's in love

She'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
She'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
Oh no

So hard she's trying
But her heart won't turn into stone... oh no
She keeps on crying
Because I won't leave her alone
She'll never be alone

She'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
She'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

And she'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
She'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go
She'll be right here in my arms
So in love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

entwined within the sadder of days
Saturday, April 21, 2007 ,11:20 PM

haix.. bad day dun wan tok bout it..drink onli.. den dislike.. i also got so many things i dislike but i still let you do..its jus i dun wan say it.. i jus wan u to hav freedom..haix.. guesse realli no one understands me..u dun even noe the reason behind why. wat can i do animore haix.. jus noe my chest pain like fuck now.. haix.. but.. i jus wan to say.. i love you ba.. haix

entwined within the sadder of days
Friday, April 20, 2007 ,11:00 PM

whoo..fianlly i'm free haha.. dunno whether dear back frm her tuition le not.. worried sia haha..yesterday nth happened much.. haha went to study with dear and atima haha.. a 76 years old freak HAHA..cool rite haha..when i say i wanted to studies.. but like onli did eng like 5 ques?? haha okok..today went to fetch dear as per normal..wen to sch ahaha..ate chicken wing again in mornign haha.. today was a song day man.. haha.. 2 period free haha.. cos eng teacher nvr come again haha.. slp until damm shuang can haha.. but lots of compo to complete..haha.. after that went out with dear and atima again haha.. went to study at ws mac.. and crap so much like can study aso haha.. got that mother so old how to..along with that dead husband haha.. but i dun care as long as i got my wife geraldine can le haha.. dun care bout anything else animore haha.. then went to her block there.. spent 45 min with her.. its was meaniful time spent haha.. actualyy everytime with her is meaniful la haha.. love you bie... oh my so late le.. still have yet got any news frm bie.. faster come back and tell me k bie haha.. I LOVE YOU DEAR <3 MUACKX

entwined within the sadder of days
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ,11:43 PM

Finally done with my work le..haha sian.. bie i miss you ok bie..yesterday was a realli sian day didnt do anything much jus waited for dear after sch haha.. she ended so late.. poor thing she was hungry and all.. so decided to get food for her haha.. can't bear to see her hungry yeah heart pain u noe bie haha. today was quite a fun day haha.. first 2 lesson chem.. and he started toking bout me.. and how the hell he saw me walking with dear to sch man holding hands somemore haha.. cool sia haha.."Enjoy your walk at the pavement ma?" haha mr tan asked dear haha..life sia haha..pei bie eat during recess tok bout lots of stuffs haha.. today marcus was angry at someone haha.. same same.. one day we go wack him ok marcus haha..i dun like him too bully my dear.. pervertic fucker who wans to see my dear sicko fucker.. make sure you DIE BODOH..BAO SI....haha.. den after sch went biking with tan jie, jian le, desmond and dict haha.. finally i dare to jump over thigns haha.. jumped over 5 tiles haha.. fun sia haha but my seat came off=( haha nd to fixed back but everything so rusty le haha.. see how la..and it was raining.. i had no choice but to rush back home and bath so that can faster go meet dear so wun be late... headace now maybe cos of the rain ba haha..dear came bac.. got a silver aww.. but dun sad k dear.. you tried your best.results doesnt matters k as long as u tried your best.. theres no failure only lesson learnt k bie haha.. to me u r forever a gold in honour k bie love ya dun sad le k bie muacks;.. hah went to eat with her at mac.. saw ms sabrina haha.. and someone haha hor ms sab haha.. FAUZY HAHA.. funny sia.. after that went to popular bie nd buy tracing paper for her bro but too ex so she nvr buy but she bought foolscape haha..actually wanted to buy but forget to bring cash out haha..send her home and tok to her on the pone before doing work haha.. i miss you be.. dun too sad le k.. silver also good ma k bie.. i love you k no matter wat i will always be here for u de k bie miuacksss haha..dun sad le k..i go slp le so tire.. tmr gotta fetch bie at 8am haha..nitez everyone.. especially to u bie dun tink too much k tink of me can le haha XP haha.. love yuo k bie muacks sweet dreamss -huggies-

entwined within the sadder of days
Sunday, April 15, 2007 ,1:56 PM







Sian stupid blogger yesterday i posted but nth came up wtf?? haha.. anyway yesterday i woke up quite late haha.. so didnt go for chem lesson overslept.. SORRY MR TAN haha..after that sean called me.. he came my hse cos he was waiting for kean but in the end.. kean went to pei someone until evening.. so in the end we went off..wanted to go to marina to meet the rest of the ncc peoples..but in the end i decided to pei dear cos she was so lonely and didnt want to go for tuition..so i mus pei her ma..cant bear to leave her alone and be lonely rite haha..went to tm walk walk..went to isenta wateva it is the toy section look at to.. quite happy aso haha see al the toys..after peiing her for the one or so hour had to send her back..after that wanted to go meet them..but i was too lazy so went home haha.. after that went to eat with sean jimmy and kean at paris ris central.. saw tan jie servant and leon haha..funny la haha.. den went to play pool.. me and kean hiong inside while jimmy and sean wrote their name cos we were still not 16!! haha..and jimmy was so crappy can haha.. 19 years old but the mind like 14 15?? haha but its alrite he got to blend in with us or else will be veri weird haha..mafia rite haha...went home around 11 like tt..lie on my bed for so long haha.. waiting for dear to call but she didnt haha.. cos her dad was wide awake haha.. mid yr ocming soon.. mus chiong le haha.. mus get top again haha.. i miss you my babe haha.. sian jus finish toking to her on the pone hor BIE haha sian miss you sia haha.. gotta study for fnn later le haha.. yesterday keep listening to the song "the funeral of hearts" i'm like so addicited to that song.. its so nice ok.. vile is like so handsome oh my god.. hhaha gtg le bye peeps love you babe.. haha i love you forever dear muackx

















Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

entwined within the sadder of days
Saturday, April 14, 2007 ,12:18 AM

Finally i'm back from going out to fetch dear frm her concert haha... today was a very tiring day and i'm realli tire man..yesterday didnt realli happen much.. jus like a normal sch day going to sch studying stupid speech day rehersal and ofcos sending dear home haha..today i was late fetching her again haha.. man morning i jus like to see my dear smile man, brighten up my day haha.. dun like to see you sad ok baby.. and luckily its was fri and speech day so sch ended rather early..pei dear ate frm 12 to 1 haha cos she got choir concert and i have speech day too.. was late today reporting haha but who cares they can't do without me xp..rather boring..hope for wet weather.. but in the end.. didn't rain.. spoiler man weather dun like you haha..i jus dun like marching man haha..finally it was the last training of the year man... no nd go for ncc animore haha so shuang..after that needa get my prize man haha stupid wait so long.. after i got my prize i zao le cant stand it man haha..after that i biang home faster change den went out.. went to tm meet colin and kean first.. haha.. crap the shit man haha..after that went to victorial concert hall to fetch baby haha..and guesse wat.. i got in without a ticket haha. jus too pro man haha..but didnt saw baby in gown.. wanted to see for so lonng but nvr.. its alrite.. i still got forever to see man haha..still nd to wait and watch out A76 movie rite baby haha.. jus hung up the pone with her.. i'm already missing her without seeing her for the nxt 2 days i'll miss you baby haha..went to eat mac with her after that.. haha shes jus so pretty with make-up with all the giltters haha..and shes very tired ba such a long day today.. i'm tire too tmr still got chem lesson in the morning.. siann sia haha.. write up to here le lo gotta slp nd to wake up tmr.. damm tire man haha.. wan faster go dream of my baby GERALDINE haha.. ok den good nitez everyone GOOD NITEZ BABY!!! haha i love you k dear muackx sweet dreams love you

entwined within the sadder of days
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ,9:49 PM

today seems like a short day.. everything jus pass so fast todae.. maybe cos its wednesday ba.. todae didnt realli happen anything.. had lesson and i tink i'm gonna do badlyy for my poa test..pei dear for lunch todae.. she's sick poor baby.. hope she will get alrite before her concert ba.. she didnt go for choir today but came my house..haix.. she seem so sick can.. see le also heart pain.. sorry dear jus now realli cant hear you ma.. sorry k i didnt kup the pone at all.. sorry k baby.. haix.. u seem to be angry now.. all i can say is sorry baby.. you noe i love you ok baby.. hope u get well soon dear muacks.. tmr is mr tan birthdae gonna do stupid thing i guesse.. prom organise it AGAIN... haha.. but i onli wan dear faster get well dun wan anything else.. so rest and get well k baby.. i love you sorry baobei <3

entwined within the sadder of days
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ,9:08 PM

haha yesterday didnt post cos too tire man haha... woke up at 5 todae but went back to slp and woke up at 530 haha.. i woke up so early cos i was meeting my dear at 6 haha.. quite awake sia haha.. but NVM ITS WORTH IT haha..but in the end.. she woke up at 617 todae haha.. making me wait for her haha.. but its alrite haha.. today was another tiring day..slept in class as usual haha.. tmr theres POA test oh no haven study haha..accompany dear to eat during lunch.. did pc haha.. sian lo.. den had ncc after.. today was another tiring day.. after that sent dear home.. first went to whitesand to buy for things haha.. now i got the same file as dear le haha.. can throw away the old one le so broken liao haha.. sorry christain.. your thing tt did for my file WILL BE GONE MAN HAHA..after that went back home.. was so tiring haha.. dear todae had serious sneezing man haha.. kept sneezing when i'm not around.. but did not sneeze when i'm around.. seem like i'm her medication haha.. hope u will get alrtie ok baby haha.. now cannot contact her.. cos her mum suspects her again.. haha.. hope she's alrite..now practicing my guitar playing the used i caught fire intro.. so hard haha.. but its okay trian my godly fingers man haha..shall write up to here have to continue practicing and studying for POA tmr haha.. baby i'm missing you k.. will be waiting for you to come online k baby.. love you baby muacksxx..

entwined within the sadder of days
Sunday, April 08, 2007 ,10:29 PM

Girl this is for you.. i really very tire..sick and tire of everything..i'm always trying my best to make u happy.. i have shed tears for you and everything jus hoping u will be happy..looking at my friends.. i dun see them waiting for their girl everyday.. they all jus go home.. i dun see them scarificing their time with friend jus to be with them.. but i alway do.. sometimes i realli wonder if i neglected them.. but i noe its alrite.. cos its for you.. everythings for you i dun mind scarificing.. haix.. all i wan to do in my life was to make u happy tts all..hai.. i realli dunno how.. i jus love you my girl..k i love you

entwined within the sadder of days
,7:46 PM

haha this is for u JIMMY HAHA..happy birthday MAN HAHA stupid so old liao 19 years old haha.. anyway happy birthday man not boy haha.. i will win you in pool dun worry haha..

Dear i miss you haha..toklike tt so xin ku one.. haha nvm can tok to u can le.. love you baby girl!!

entwined within the sadder of days
,5:50 PM



wa damm sian la ok.. dear at outside going everywhere while i'm stuck at home doing nth but shit man haha.. sian sian sian.. everydae at home listen to song can die sia.. haha.. i decided not to put song on my blog cos i tot if anyone hear my song like will continue to look aso haha.. so i jus put here hardcore lovers listen and u will fell in love with it man haha

entwined within the sadder of days
,12:19 PM

Wa finally i'm finished OMG!! haha took me freakine long to do this shit.. jus because i'm bored haha.. cant find converge skin=( but its ok.. this also will do cos it is also my idols haha... sian la.. now nth to do sia.. I MISS YOU BABY haha.. now you good lo go watch movie hor haha.. sian la.. wa laoo ehh ahaa.. i go buy ingredient le ba later den post if not lazy HAHA..

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